Sonila Reka

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Dark Cloud
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A dark cloud seems to follow me everywhere
It seems to cause more pain
When I want the sun to shine
It seems to give me rain

Why was I the chosen one that had to be followed?
So it always made me wonder
But every time I got angry
It stroke me with its thunder

There came a time when I accepted this
cloud in my life
I couldn't do anything to make it disappear
But the more it hurt me the stronger I got
And now I face the cloud with no fear.



Why?

As the sun rises every morning
I wake up thinking about what you did
I try to understand what was your reason behind all this
But every time when I think you've gone, my heart breaks bit by bit

I wonder if life wasn't what you wanted it to be
What made you commit such a crime?
Did you dislike the way this unpleasant world was led?
I try to understand the reason why and that's
what i will be doing for a lifetime

Life is like a candle that blows in the wind
Why did you blow it with your own breath?
Why couldn't you wait for the storm to appear?
What made you cause your own death?

It wasn't that long ago since I saw your face last
I still believe that one day I will have you by my side
I can't believe that you left the world behind
In other words I simply I can't believe that you have died

Did you think about the pain that you would
have caused to your family
Before you took that breathless pill
Didn't you think about your loving mother and father?
Who haven't got over your death and never will

What about your brothers and sisters whose hearts were so feeble
Didn't they touch your heart or even cross your mind?
You took apart their world in which they lived
And if you look deep in their hearts,
a part of it missing you shall find.

But I pray every day only God forgives your sins
I pray that God will understand the reason why you did this
God must forgive you if you did not find peace on earth
But your presence every day everyone shall miss



My sweet sister

Her blond hair and blue eyes
Are nowhere to be found
Her smile shines from a mile away
She is the best person I have around

She has her ups and downs
Most of the time she likes to complain
She can be sweet and nice
Sometimes she can also be a true pain

She seems to make me laugh
With the little mistakes she does
Once she burned her finger as she was cooking
And made a very big fuss

I like it when she smiles
But when I see a tear in her eye
It seems to upset me too
And make me want to cry

Oh I love it when she gets angry
She seems to take everything out on me
Once she gave me a slap for no reason
As i was drinking my tea

She seems to love daydreaming
Once we were on the bus together
I got off the bus but she forgot to get off it
Until I called her, I'll remember this forever

She wakes me up as I am fast asleep
She tells me about the dream which she had
Slowly starts to fall asleep and grabs on my arm
And takes up half of my bed

I hate it when she uses my stuff without permission
Then she welcomes her friends into my bedroom
They use my make up as if it is paint
And they seem to was themselves with my perfume

She can make me angry
She can wake me up from my sleep
She can use my stuff without my permission
Because I shall always find her sweet.